I have until 5p tomorrow to write and turn in my final paper for Arch100. So glad to be almost done with this term. I have my last final on Monday. Thank god. (Almost two full weeks of Spring Break, FUCK YEAH)

Today, I was talking with my friend. And he made me realize that I can only dream that people would miss me as much as they miss him if I moved away. I sit here and beg the best friends that I have that are away to come home and visit. Will anyone do that for me if I move away? I feel like they wouldn't.

I was doing more research into which military service I would like to join in today... I am now officially leaning toward the Army. They seem more proud of what they do. *shrug* And I think there are more options there. Still doing research though. Nothing definite yet. Still definitely waiting until after I graduate. So I have about two years anyhow.

Still getting letters from the boy in Marine Basic. So nice to hear from him. To know he cares enough to spend his hour of free time writing to me. I am thankful for that. I write him constantly.
He gets 10 days of leave in April. I cannot wait to see him.
The only thing I am stressing about this is that... I mean, we broke up before he left. So I am single. I have been with other guys and such. I am currently hanging out with a guy, no label, nothing really, some sex... lol. But that 10 day of leave time, what if I get a lot of time with Marine guy? What happens to other guy? I mean... I dont know. I have just been thinking about that. But I really think I am just going to cross that bridge when I get there...